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    11/25/2009

    我们在黑夜里泪流满面
    为什么我们总是失败
    11/24/2009

    PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, LET ME GET WHAT I WANT

    PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, LET ME GET WHAT I WANT
    by She & Him
     
    Good times for a change
    See, the luck I've had
    Can make a good man turn bad

    So please please please
    Let me, let me, let me
    Let me get what I want
    This time

    Haven't had a dream in a long time
    See, the life I've had
    Can make a good man turn bad

    So for once in my life
    Let me get what I want
    Lord knows, it would be the first time
    Lord knows, it would be the first time
     
     
     
    11/23/2009

    我病了
    从药盒中找出一颗药来
    未知的药丸
    难以预知的疗效
    救得了我一时
    救不了我一世

    听一首鼓打得急促一些的歌
    我的心就不会跳得那么急促了
    看来这颗药丸还不错
    那就让这一时不要那么急促吧


     

    11/20/2009

    我的摄影处女作

    隔壁施工队野蛮地把我家附近的电线杆撞断了,
    害的我们家整个小区在寒冷的夜停电两小时
    不过本人在恶劣的环境下潜心钻研摄影技术
    终于小有斩获,与各位分享一下我的大作
    望得到有关部门重视,并给予购买与收藏
    欲与合作洽谈,请拨打0086-021-65444444
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    11/13/2009

    Ma Grand mère

     
     

    Ma Grand mère

    by Mickey 3D

    Ma grand-mère a quelque chose, que les autres femmes n'ont pas
    Ma grand-mère est une rose, d'un rose qui n'existe pas
    Du moins à ma connaissance, je ne vois pas,
    S'immiscer l'ombre d'une chance ici-bas.

    Mes plus lointains souvenirs, remontent jusque dans ses bras
    Je n'ai jamais vraiment compris pourquoi elle seule était comme ça.

    Lorsqu'elle me parle du passé, je vois son regard s'éclairer
    Elle ne parle que des bons moments, fait main basse sur les mauvais
    C'est malheureux mais quand j'y pense, je ne peux pas,
    Imaginer un jour la France, sans qu'elle soit là.

    Mes plus lointains souvenirs, remontent jusque dans ses bras
    Je n'ai jamais vraiment compris pourquoi elle seule était comme ça.
     
     
     
    11/8/2009

    新歌

    This is not a sad song

    by the Curry Soap

    http://www.douban.com/artist/currysoap/

     

    We’re more like pen pal, but less than that.

    I feel hollow in my heart..

    This is not a sort of lyric.

     

    This is a sad song, a kind of sad.

    I feel pain in my gut

    This is not a only fucking lyric.

     

    You’re

    You’re the part

    The part of me

    It’s part of my sad

    11/7/2009

    小王子流亡岁月2

    小王子今天又屈辱地被断尾黄毛赶上了高地
     
     
    无论我怎么叫,他都不敢下来
     
     
    我只得递上碗伺候他用膳
     
     
    但是他还是不能安心吃饭……
     
     
    白花花女友乖乖地坐在一边
     
     
     
    总算被我诱骗下来了
     
     
    看什么看?!
     
     
     
    一副贤良淑德猫样
     
     
    吃饱了吧?让我蹂躏蹂躏
     
     
    好吧。。。就留了这么几粒,也不错了
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    11/6/2009

    小王子被逐

     
    话说这我自9月1号在我小区乱停放自行车处初识流浪小男猫小王子已经有2个多月了。
    在短短一个月不到的时间里,他就因为绑得我这口金饭碗而成功交到白花花的女友,可谓是一只年轻有为的成功男猫
    然而却好景不长
    最近我上下班,隔三差五的会难觅他踪影,倒是白花花女友每日必到。
    我正纳闷呢,今天被我悟出了原委
    上图中那只躺在自行车下的彪猫男二号,我在10月21号的博客中有过隆重介绍,署名爸爸猫
    他生得膘肥体壮,很是厉害
    但是今天要介绍的不是他,他也不是小王子间歇性失踪的真正原因
    其实在上图的白车下部正中,藏着我小区真正的黑老大
    是的,它就是大黄!猫称断尾黄毛!
    无论是体型还是毛发都要胜过彪猫男二号
    我们家的小王子更不是它的对手
    难怪前阵喂小王子的时候,见小王子瑟瑟缩缩,紧张兮兮
    吃两口,回头望三望
    还不时发出低吼声
    原来黑老大正在暗处注视着他
     
    今日我下班回家,只见白花花女友上前迎接我
    不见小王子身影
    我呼唤若干声
    只闻小王子回音,不见其猫
    我心中纳闷
    闻声踏至
    详情见下图分解
     
     
    这小样估计是被断尾黄毛逼得无路可逃窜上了乱停车处上方的烟道
    我过去唤他下来吃饭
    他欲下还休
    有胆上,没胆下
    他探下脑袋嗅嗅我递上的手
    我招呼他跃入我怀
    他也信不过我
    最后我引他走到烟道另一头
    他缓缓从交错的管道上一点点跃下
    最后一跃滑过下放的自行车摔在地上
    不过没摔疼,还挺高兴
    绕着我转悠,嘴里哼哼着总算能开饭了
     
    我带他走到往日一直喂饭的门口
    但是他却止步于烟道下,不肯跟我走
    我在门口唤他多时,他也不为所动
    我这才发现,原来门口早被断尾黄毛占领!
    我便拿着他的饭碗给他端了过去
    他随即狼吞虎咽起来
    就在我准备回家之时,断尾黄毛一个箭步窜到了小王子正在吃饭的地方
    我赶紧跑过去护驾
    大黄毛只得闪到不远的竹林边坐山观望
    小王子紧张得加快了吃饭的节奏
    我安抚着小王子
    然后起身朝大黄冲过去
    他立刻躲进了竹林中
     
    看来日后小王子的日子不会太好过了
    要想收复失地,打败断尾黄毛
    非轻松之事
    而作为我来说,虽然对被逐小王子的处境倍感同情
    但是要做出干预猫国内政的事来,我还是有些为难
    只期望其能通过和平方式调节内部矛盾
    近期我方将给与高度关注
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    11/2/2009

    Eyes on Fire

    By Blue Foundation
     
    I’ll seek you out,
    Flay you alive
    One more word and you won’t survive
    And I’m not scared of your stolen power
    I see right through you any hour

    I won’t soothe your pain
    I won’t ease your strain
    You’ll be waiting in vain
    I got nothing for you to gain

    I’m taking it slow
    Feeding my flame
    Shuffling the cards of your game
    And just in time
    In the right place
    Suddenly I will play my ace

    I won’t soothe your pain
    I won’t ease your strain
    You’ll be waiting in vain
    I got nothing for you to gain

    Eyes on fire
    Your spine is ablaze
    Felling any foe with my gaze

    And just in time
    In the right place
    Steadily emerging with grace

    Felling any foe with my gaze
    Steadily emerging with grace
    Felling any foe with my gaze
    Steadily emerging with grace
    11/1/2009

    能不能不要分分秒都那么装

     
    受不了了,片子里男女主角就一张面孔,不会有另外一种表情了。。。
    装死了,和爸爸对话,和同学对话,和邻居对话,和老师对话,全摆一副臭脸
    你当你是流川枫啊……
     
    不过说回来,那首Bella's lullaby的钢琴曲原声还是很惊艳了,片子就。。。算了吧
     
     
    10/29/2009

    一个人去旅行

    By 陈升

    你说要一个人去旅行
    但是归期却没有约定
    亚得里亚海边风中的吉他声
    你说你带着苍白的回忆
    却谢谢能与我相逢
    我怕你在异乡夜里孤独醒来
    要拒绝两人单调的生活
    想要寻找自由
    迷信了爱情
    就迷失了我自己
    你就这样离开吧抛弃吧他乡的旅人
    你就那样离开吧抛弃吧一个人生活
    你说要一个人去旅行
    眼里藏着一朵乌云
    知道你藏不住秘密
    天空就会飘着雨
    你说你带着一本日记
    却不想再拥有回忆
    我怕你在异乡孤独的醒来
    要拒绝两人单调的生活
    不想再随波逐流
    迷信了孤独
    就软弱的抛弃了我的等待
    你就这样离开吧抛弃吧他乡的旅人
    你就那样离开吧抛弃吧让我孤独生活
    你就这样离开吧抛弃我孤独的旅人
    你就这样离开我抛弃我让我孤独生活
    我想要一个人去旅行
    但愿归期会有约定
    每个人都在问我
    是否可以找到自由的你
    亚得里亚海边他乡的人和风中的吉他声
    我怕你一个人在异乡孤独醒来
    我会带着你回来

    很巧的,今天是陈升的生日,偶然知道

    小时候不懂,很讨厌陈升,讨厌他的吐字发音

    后来稍大一些以后,再听陈升,就没那么讨厌了,隐隐觉得以后我一定会喜欢上这人的歌,但是暂时还喜欢不起来

    感谢小于重新把陈升推荐给我,让我知道原来已经走到了喜欢陈升的年纪了

    听到小雪,任贤齐和陈升合唱的

    虽然任贤齐的普通话发音比他标准

    但是更喜欢听陈升的唱

    似乎不完美的唱才是一种完美

    听得很心疼


     

    10/25/2009

    欧,册那。。。

     
     
     
    10/23/2009

    The heart is a lonely hunter (Part two 1)——Carson McCullers

     
    The radio was on as usual. For a second she stood by the window and watched the people inside. The bald-headed man and the gray-haired lady were playing cards at a table. Mick sat on the ground. This was a very fine and secret place. Close around were thick cedars so that she was completely hidden by herself. The radio was no good tonight—somebody sang popular songs that all ended in the same way. It was like she was empty. She reached in her pockets and felt around with her fingers. There were raisins and a buckeye and a string of beads— one cigarette with matches. She lighted the cigarette and put her arms around her knees. It was like she was so empty there wasn't even a feeling or thought in her.
    One program came on after another, and all of them were punk. She didn't especially care. She smoked and picked a little bunch of grass blades. After a while a new announcer started talking. He mentioned Beethoven. She had read in the library about that musician—his name was pronounced with an a and spelled with double e. He was a German fellow like Mozart When he was living he spoke in a foreign language and lived in a foreign place— like she wanted to do. The announcer said they were going to play his third symphony. She only halfway listened because she wanted to walk some more and she didn't care much what they played. Then the music started. Mick raised her head and her fist went up to her throat.
    How did it come? For a minute the opening balanced from one side to the other. Like a walk or march. Like God strutting in the night. The outside of her was suddenly froze and only that first part of the music was hot inside her heart. She could not even hear what sounded after, but she sat there waiting and froze, with her fists tight. After a while the music came again, harder and loud. It didn't have anything to do with God. This was her, Mick Kelly, walking in the daytime and by herself at night. In the hot sun and in the dark with all the plans and feelings. This music was her—the real plain her.
    She could not listen good enough to hear it alL The music boiled inside her. Which? To hang on to certain wonderful parts and think them over so that later she would not forget—or should she let go and listen to each part that came without thinking or trying to remember? Golly! The whole world was this music and she could not listen hard enough. Then at last the opening music came again, with all the different instruments bunched together for each note like a hard, tight fist that socked at her heart And the first part was over.
    This music did not take a long time or a short time. It did not have anything to do with time going by at all. She sat with her arms held tight around her legs, biting her salty knee very hard. It might have been five minutes she listened or half the night. The second part was black-colored—a slow march. Not sad, but like the whole world was dead and black and there was no use thinking back how it was before. One of those horn kind of instruments played a sad and silver tune. Then the music rose up angry and with excitement underneath. And finally the black march again.
    But maybe the last part of the symphony was the music she loved the best—glad and like the greatest people in the world running and springing up in a hard, free way. Wonderful music nice this was the worst hurt there could be. The whole world was this symphony, and there was not enough of her to listen.
    It was over, and she sat very stiff with her arms around her knees. Another program came on the radio and she put her fingers in her ears. The music left only this bad hurt in her, and a blankness. She could not remember any of the symphony, not even the last few notes. She tried to remember, but no sound at all came to her. Now that it was over there was only her heart like a rabbit and this terrible hurt.
    The radio and the lights in the house were turned off. The night was very dark. Suddenly Mick began hitting her thigh with her fists. She pounded the same muscle with all her strength until the tears came down her face. But she could not feel this hard enough. The rocks under the bush were sharp. She grabbed a handful of them and began scraping them up and down on the same spot until her hand was bloody. Then she fell back to the ground and lay looking up at the night. With the fiery hurt in her leg she felt better. She was limp on the wet grass, and after a while her breath came slow and easy again.
    Why hadn't the explorers known by looking at the sky that the world was round? The sky was curved, like the inside of a huge glass ball, very dark blue with the sprinkles of bright stars. The night was quiet. There was the smell of warm cedars. She was not trying to think of the music at all when it came back to her. The first part happened hi her mind just as it had been played. She listened in a quiet, slow way and thought the notes out like a problem in geometry so she would remember. She could see the shape of the sounds very clear and she would not forget them.
    Now she felt good. She whispered some words out loud: 'Lord forgiveth me, for I knoweth not what I do.' Why did she think of that? Everybody in the past few years knew there wasn't any real God. When she thought of what she used to imagine was God she could only see Mister Singer with a long, white sheet around him. God was silent— maybe that was why she was reminded. She said the words again, just as she would speak them to Mister Singer: 'Lord forgiveth me, for I knoweth not what I do.'
    This part of the music was beautiful and clear. She could sing it now whenever she wanted to. Maybe later on, when she had just waked up some morning, more of the music would come back to her. If ever she heard the symphony again there would be other parts to add to what was already in her mind. And maybe if she could hear it four more times, just four more times, she would know it all. Maybe.
    Once again she listened to this opening part of the music. Then the notes grew slower and soft and it was like she was sinking down slowly into the dark ground.
    Mick awoke with a jerk. The air had turned chilly, and as she was coming up out of the sleep she dreamed old Etta Kelly was taking all the cover. 'Gimme some blanket ------' she tried to say. Then she opened her eyes. The sky was very black and all the stars were gone. The grass was wet. She got up in a hurry because her Dad would be worried. Then she remembered the music. She couldn't tell whether the time was midnight or three in the morning, so she started beating it for home in a rush. The air had a smell in it like autumn. The music was loud and quick in her mind, and she ran faster and faster on the sidewalks leading to the home block.
     
     
    10/21/2009

    我快成猫王了……

     
     
    不知道从哪里冒出来的爸爸猫,跟我家小王子长得一模一样,不过大了整整3圈,肉头紧,身体壮,毛发短硬
    给我摸,但明显不献媚,心不在焉,东张西望
     
     
    有我撑腰,小王子总还是小王子,没人敢跟他抢
     
     
    爸爸猫
     
     
    小王子
     
     
    (怕)丝丝
     
     
    虎视眈眈的爸爸猫
     
     
    我发现爸爸猫的蛋蛋是嫩黄色的,我们家小王子的蛋蛋是黑色的,是不是黄色的代表是熟猫呀?
    望达人解答
     
     
     
    10/19/2009

    Lobi——又一首让我疯迷的歌(Ibrahim Electric)

    好久没写这种肉酸的乐评了,不过确实已经两天了,听着这首歌,我可以什么都不干,就坐着听,忘记了我的学习计划,忘记了我的阅读计划,忘记了烦恼。
    傻了,一整个傻子。浑身无力啊,听得我这叫一个痴迷陶醉啊。我居然和伟大的键盘手合到影了,我的天哪~~~
    这首曲子无论从哪里来看都那么无懈可击,鼓,吉他,键盘,我的天哪!
     
     
    我又傻了,刚才听着,忘记打字了。都不知道说些什么了,脑子变空白了。
     
    居然产生爱情排他性了,满脑子Lobi,什么也装不进了……
     
     
     
     
    10/18/2009

    2009上海爵士音乐节

      
     
    风和日丽,鸟语花香,微风徐徐的周六下午的世纪公园,有音乐和草地阳光相伴。
    Ibrahim Electric无疑是这次音乐节上的一大惊喜,无法想象演绎出这么棒的音乐的乐队只有三个人!
    本来只是趁着摇滚舞台换乐队的当儿随处去逛一逛,没想到听到了爵士舞台上非洲的调调,我立马像块铁皮一般被巨大的磁石吸住动弹不得了。一点点挪动着来到第一排,吧唧一下坐在草地上,再也没挪过窝。举着相机拍到记忆卡满。打电话语无伦次地叫白杰赶紧过来看。我感觉当时我就快晕倒了,有点微微地想哭。。。真的太棒了这个乐队,我感动了。
    很巧的是,看Ibrahim Electric的时候,Gcobani和他的女朋友就坐在我后面。。。
    看完他们赶紧跑去后台买CD,要签名,我把我的无头笔贡献给了键盘大人,他笑称我的笔很特别,我心里乐开了。
    蹦得我今天早上混身骨头都酸。。。
     
     
     
     
    白杰同学
     
    Ibrahim Electric
     
    Ibrahim Electric
     
     
    两个伟大键盘手的合影,哈哈!
    感谢摄影师白杰同志见证这一伟大时刻!
     
     
    三个人全签到了!
     
    10/17/2009

    Dart for my sweet heart

    Dart for my sweet heart
    by Archie Bronson Outfit
    One is a gun with a dart for my sweetheart
      Two only you can remove such an ache-heart
      Three let me see what you've got, what you're made of, what you're not
      Four is sore just a ripped and bloody claw
      
      Five is a punching fist that's within me
      Six little stitches thread right through my heart
      Seven shining reasons tearing us apart
      Eight loose your hate it's a game come on love me it's your fate
      
      
      Dart for my sweet heart
      Dart for my sweet heart
      
      Nine cold crimes in the night please forgive me
      Ten are the tears that are frozen on your face
      Eleven I know I'm not your favorite man
      Twelve I'll take you like only I can
      
      
      Dart for my sweet heart
      Dart for my sweet heart
    10/12/2009

    电影不喜欢,也就借了原声的光罢了

     
    Sunny Afternoon
    by Kinks
     

    The tax mans taken all my dough,
    And left me in my stately home,
    Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
    And I cant sail my yacht,
    Hes taken everything Ive got,
    All Ive gots this sunny afternoon.

    Save me, save me, save me from this squeeze.
    I got a big fat mama trying to break me.
    And I love to live so pleasantly,
    Live this life of luxury,
    Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
    In the summertime
    In the summertime
    In the summertime

    My girlfriends run off with my car,
    And gone back to her ma and pa,
    Telling tales of drunkenness and cruelty.
    Now Im sitting here,
    Sipping at my ice cold beer,
    Lazing on a sunny afternoon.

    Help me, help me, help me sail away,
    Well give me two good reasons why I oughta stay.
    cause I love to live so pleasantly,
    Live this life of luxury,
    Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
    In the summertime
    In the summertime
    In the summertime

    Ah, save me, save me, save me from this squeeze.
    I got a big fat mama trying to break me.
    And I love to live so pleasantly,
    Live this life of luxury,
    Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
    In the summertime
    In the summertime
    In the summertime

     
     
    10/11/2009

    今日小杂记

     

    蟹蟹们死了……
     
     
    咪咪的女朋友!
     
     
     
    坐在去年给小钟同志开批斗会的哈根达斯的同一个座位上,拆欣爽的喜糖邮包,沾点喜气。
    真好啊,乱七八糟的什么糖都有,不过都很甜,祝你们的婚姻也是这样,五彩缤纷,甜甜蜜蜜!
     
     
     
    10/6/2009

    崇明抓蟹一日游